
To Lilli
Current mood: nostalgic
Category: Life
4/12/08
I watch you now running around, I get to spend all day with you. Someday I will look back so sad, because I will hardly ever get to be with you. Now I can hold you all day and tell you how beautiful you are, I can make anything better with a kiss. Someday it wont be that easy, you wont always believe me when I tell you everything will be ok. People will be mean to you and make you cry, I will have to wonder all day where you are, who you're with and what you're doing. I will look back at the days I had you with me always and miss them so much. When you leave and go on to live your life I will feel so sad, so lonely. All I can do is watch you play and take good care of you now. Teach you all the things I can and cherish every second we have together, I know that when you're my age it will be hard for you to spend time with me, especially like now. You will never ever know what you mean to me, or how much I love you, what I would do for you, all I can do is try to show you. Someday you will think Im corny and not listen to me you will have to learn things the hard way. You will argue and think you know everything, and all I'll be able to do is watch. I hope you will listen to some things, I have so much to tell you. I want so much more for you than what I am and have.